Holding Down Delete

I wanna know myself at least Wanted hearts Moving to speak Even the strongest stuff Never was enough Reading into the way she smiles How she talks Brittle and wild Saying we're still in love Wouldn't be enough Sudden silence fallen dark The beat of my youth medium heart You chose the one close to me I'll soften my eyes too I know it's true It'll brew too sweet Making my shoulder angel gasp Cross its heart Quiet at last Doing it now is tough Never was enough Running her finger down the list Eyes alive Inches to bliss Moving the stars above Wouldn't be enough Sudden silence winter chill I shouldn't touch that bruise but I will I hold the phone dialing A gentle cry won't do I know it's true Peaches bruise like me Maybe she's holding down delete Wild eyed Bitter and free Saying you're still in love Saying you're still in love Wouldn't be enough