BLEED

Maybe I, maybe I

Maybe I deserve it

I'll be fine, I'll be fine

Know that I can force it

I'm fighting denial

Expel it like bile

I smile through gritted teeth

How am I supposed to draw the line?

When I thought I deserve to bleed

My mind's too young to jail

But my body's serving time

Caught, led them to me

Left a breadcrumb trail

Always seem to attract the worst ones

The smokers, the drinkers

The ones who wanna get high

Throw back another shot of rum

And swallow up the want

The need to die

I can feel the butterflies melting away

Morphing into flies

That are feasting upon my rotting heart

Maybe I, maybe I

Maybe I deserve it

I'll be fine, I'll be fine

Know that I can force it

I'm fighting denial

Expel it like bile

I smile through gritted teeth

How am I supposed to draw the line?

When I thought I deserve to bleed

Tried to break my habits

But you only broke my heart

Undid all my progress

Now I'm back here at the start

The steam it scalds and sears my scars

Until all that's left is your name

I realize now that it's too late

And I won't ever be same

Maybe I, maybe I

Maybe I deserve it

I'll be fine, I'll be fine

Know that I can force it

I'm fighting denial

Expel it like bile

I smile through gritted teeth

How am I supposed to draw the line?

When I thought I deserve to bleed

I can feel the butterflies melting away

Morphing into flies

That are feasting upon my rotting heart

I can feel the butterflies melting away

Morphing into flies

That are feasting upon my rotting heart

Maybe I, maybe I

Maybe I deserve it

I'll be fine, I'll be fine

Know that I can force it

I'm fighting denial

Expel it like bile

I smile through gritted teeth

How am I supposed to draw the line?

When I thought I deserve to bleed

Maybe I, maybe I

Maybe I deserve it

Don't know why, don't know what

Don't know how I do it

Hold out for a while

Keep walking for miles

I smile, but it all's in vain

How am I supposed to stay alive

When I think I deserve to bleed