I stopped excusing the way you hurt me
On your past and the ground from which you grew
I can't keep numbing out my senses
And take you at face value
I've been counting all the streets i now avoid passing through
In the terror of potentially running into you
And the lies that you shared with me when i held up your truth
'Cause i can't keep numbing out my senses
Or take you at face value
Another full moon flies by, and i descend deeper into my truth
I grow closer to my songs but farther away from you
And i grow fonder of the spider that moved into my room
When we crawl into my bed, my fears no longer loom
And the corners full of threads spell out what i've got to do
As you watch us spin our webs and the cards that we drew
But i take a double take every time my eyes see through
'Cause i can't keep numbing out my senses
So i'm taking myself at face value
