As It Was Before (Live in Wien)

Is this the worst idea yet Right now it's killing me so bad When I say I don't enjoy your company You kill time flicking your hair back I kill time flicking cigarette butts When I say I don't enjoy your company When it's just the two of us I feel alone But I can't let go I want to feel Like I'm gonna lose control Like I wanna give it so much more I want to know If I should try and give it all As it was before Is this the best idea yet I am a hypocrite baby When I say I really miss your company I feel I'm never gonna have that I am a hypocrite baby When I say I really miss your company When it's just the two of us I feel alone But I can't let go I want to feel Like I'm gonna lose control Like I wanna give it so much more I want to know If I should try and give it all As it was before As it was before As it was before