discernment_ dont sleep prelude

Sitting here married but broken and lonely Reminiscing back when I was just single and lonely Single people let it marinate Ain't nun wrong if you marry late Ain't nun wrong if you don't even marry at all It's cool Cause what do you do? What do you do? What if the person you choose Look at you and say I do Then turn around and don't What do you do? Hmm? It's not fair It's not right Black Christian with a black wife Black Christian in the spotlight But what if she's no Nia Long And she don't even know how to act right? She ain't even going into Acts like She ain't got a phone with the app right When they talk about happily ever after was it ever intended for us too? When you marry a man in real life But don't care bout that man it's a sus move You don't care when he sad, it's a sus move You gon tell him whenever you get mad and forget all your manners it's just you Sus move You should know Self control is a fruit of the spirit If your soul was in tune with the spirit There's no way that you would leave me hanging Like I showed up as Judas Iscariot If you was more like that Ludacris lyric You would know how to move in the spirit You would know how to Wait Think about somebody that wasn't you What you did to your ex that wasn't cool I was naive I was a fool Thought I was somebody special Cause you gave me that confession Thought I would be the exception Turns out I was the rule Really it's cool But what do you do? What do you do? What if the person you choose Play by some different rules We started out as a duet Now it's a group Sheesh Sitting here married but broken and lonely How you get married and don't get along? How you get mad when you (sheesh) How you get mad know that you wrong and you switched up the narrative Back when I met you, you didn't give off toxic Your posture was different Benevolent not belligerent I'm thinking that was deliberate Wondering where your religion went So disappointing I didn't get it That was the point when it really hit You met this girl on the internet Truly I'm happy we didn't get Didn't get Didn't get Didn't get Didn't get Happy we didn't get children involved Think being single is horrible? Wait til you get a divorce Hold up Swear my discernment was off I didn't deserve it at all Not getting married at all is better than marrying wrong It's true What do you do?