Diverting The Damned

I wear my consequences across my chest They say time heals all, but that's second best All the pain you've held on to for so many years We knew that I'd break you so let loose all your tears I can't stop this one track mind No matter how much I try to hide I need someone to pray for me Because I'm not okay. No not today Break down the dams, let the holy water flow I have no right to forgiveness so let me go I'm reliving these moments over in my head And I'm starting think I'd fucking be better off dead I can't stop this one track mind No matter how much I try to hide I need someone to pray for me Because I'm not okay. No not today I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay Is my existence a burden The cause of your misery If I go will you even fucking miss me I am a victim of this society I am a hostage to my own rage My mind's a prison I just can't escape I don't want to die alone Die alone, die alone, die alone Die alone