Do I only see the truth when I'm
When I'm overdosed?
Is when i can realize you are the worst person
I've ever met
All of you, created by all of me
I'm so beautiful, I can love for us both
And when I open my eyes I'm floating alone in our boat
And when i open my mouth i swallow all the words down my throat
Was a suicidal attempt or was I
Trying to convince myself that i hate you?
Guess I am just tired of being sober
Is when I'm alone with you
You see me cry cause I can't take it anymore
Another lie spilled out from your vocal chords
Tonight I have to overdose
So I can see that you
You are a whore
You can't even know if I'm sober or overdosed
Ain't it kinda special?
I love chewing on cocain popsicles
And every time i say a word
Is like im speaking from the grave
And when i try to ask for help
I feel even more unsafe
I need my head to stop for a while
And stop to sabotage my own smile
I've been praying everyday
To be able to fly away with the wings God gave me
And when the day arrives I'm flying alone through the skies
And when is late at night I'm praying to God to let me die
Was a suicidal attempt or was I
Trying to convince myself that i hate you?
Guess I am just tired of being sober
Is when I'm alone with you
You see me cry cause I can't take it anymore
Another lie spilled out from your vocal chords
Tonight I have to overdose
So I can see that you
You are a whore
You can't even know if I'm sober or overdosed
Ain't it kinda special?
I love chewing on cocain popsicles
