Over and over and Over

This hotel room in Vegas feels like a waiting room in Hell Party streets under city lights but I stay back to myself Can't find a reason In the million reasons Why I should smile Being far from home doesn't change my mind My head's a fuckin' mess I have my doubts in power of prayer Keep too much on my chest Can't find a reason Are there any reasons Why to believe 'Cause over and over and over again Grief stands beside me And it doesn't end For some time keeps healing For some doubles down Can time be on my side Help me lose this frown Days and time start to feel the same The world can be so cruel I felt the shift when I lost my queens These changes take their toll Can't find a reason Are there any reasons Why I should smile Wake up, get the day on right End up face down on the ground A good mood doesn't mean so much When a change will come around The change of season Happy New Year Will something please change Over and over and over again Grief stands beside me And it doesn't end For some time keeps healing For some doubles down Can time be on my side Need hope in this town 'Cause over and over and over again Grief stands beside me And it doesn't end For some time keeps healing For some doubles down I'm working out words now My listeners, my friends