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I would hit you on the FaceTime know the distance far apart

Love you with my whole soul still you know you got my heart

Time between us like an hourglass it won't last too long

Four years since I seen ya and you still got me writing songs

Cannot blame you for wanting someone right next you

I know it's hard I play it strong I wish that we had saw it through

First time that I hugged you felt like real relief I needed you

Came home to my momma saw me crying I was missing you

I was missing you I knew that you was missing me

We had had to scrape that thang up so we could pay the fee

Just to see each other didn't make no sense financially

Why the fuck we throw it all away it don't make sense to me

Why the fuck we throw that shit away

Feel like cancer when you answer tell me to my face

Can't believe we let the love we had just go to waste

I don't think nobody else could ever take your place

But-what but-what but I'm still tryna get it every single day you know I get fly like I'm playing Quidditch

You my twin so we not ever snitching

If you get this message call me back these my new digits

We had dreams of building a life so that we could raise our kids

Better than our parents raised us silly we was just some kids

Thought 'bout working nine to five just so I could be next to you

1200 something miles ain't enough to stop me loving you

Oh you got a new man what if he stop loving you I know it's petty feel embarrassed that I feel this way I do

I'm so used to feeling nonchalant being detached

Got me acting out of character you don't text back

The pandemic hit and I was tryna make some bread

I was almost graduated I could see the cap on head

Anyway I started selling weed I knew you'd be ashamed

So I started growing distant after that everything changed

February 2020 when I lost it all

Took a few months to feel the results of everything I lost

I was so depressed when the leaves on the trees started to fall

Almost took my life I never knew that I could fall this far

Tried so hard to reconnect but now you acting strange

Every time we talked it felt like you almost forgot my name

Begging for forgiveness I was ugly I was so ashamed

Made a fool of myself ancestors probably turned in they grave

Showed me signs of moving on somethings I can't believe

Doing who with what I'm fucked up I'm still searching for relief

Living your life to the fullest wish it was involving me

Ain't nothing for me to do when he fuck up you calling me