Note 2 Self (feat. Beezie Conwell)

Somewhere 'tween intrusive thoughts and calculated risks (aye)

Cold hearted, dropped that ice in my cup and my wrist (aye)

Social awkward introvert since early as the fifth grade

Spilling all my truth after I pour another fifth (aye)

Switch lanes

I can't ride for **** cause they bitch made

10 toes, never got a dime for what a bitch think

Grip grain, washing my hands from all these shit stains

Disdain, momma say just don't forget yo shit stank

Down bad, always say a prayer

Asap ****

Even at my lowest couldn't tell me ain't that ****

Ran myself crazy tryna keep up and lap ****

Need to trade this whisky for communion and a baptism

Lawd please tell me I'm more than another rap ****

Know you made me patience but lately I wanna slap ****

Don't know what got in me but feel myself starting to act different

Get back ****

Don't push me, I'm close to the edge

My heart tainted, my ego went to my head

I'd be lying if I told you I wasn't scared

But I ain't tripping my ****, know how to play it

Don't push me, I'm close to the edge

My heart tainted, my ego went to my head

I'd be lying if I told you I wasn't scared

But I ain't tripping my ****, know how to play it

Shonuff

Let alotta shit slide homey got my potnas telling me to slide on em

Been like this since a child now a **** growed up

Don't whatever keep my ppl happy, but I think bout crashing just to keep a balance

Fuck the consequences and repercussions ****

Holdup

Damn

Ego creeping through the back door

Witta bottle remy

Screaming fck these bitches & these ****

Business we gone stand on

Couple bumps in the road from some shyt we didn't plan on

Had stand tall

Talking 10 toes

Straighten back bone

I'm the wrong one pass on

I'm a typhoon

Got damn

Day n night really out taking a chance

With one in the head

From shyt that I seen

And places I've been

Took L after L

This life on edge

(I'm cool)

Ya,

Pain i couldn't resist

Dedication

Fck the patience's

Heart racing

Got so tired of living basic

Looking for the respirations

Ima take em

**** I am

Mixing liquor with shrooms

Tryna change my mood

Had my ego bruised

No more will ugh

No more will I lose

Had to cut some **** off from the hood

Cut some bitches off who meant me no good

All they ever know is

Should of would of could

Baby I'm good

When I'm in the room

Don't push me, I'm close to the edge

My heart tainted, my ego went to my head

I'd be lying if I told you I wasn't scared

But I ain't tripping my ****, know how to play it

Don't push me, I'm close to the edge

My heart tainted, my ego went to my head

I'd be lying if I told you I wasn't scared

But I ain't tripping my ****, know how to play it