FALLING FOR HER

I'm still falling for her

Threw my wings in the dirt

Didn't wanna be lonely

I would rather be hurt

It's like twenty past four

Slowly fading into dreams

Close my eyes, hide the cold

Nobody knows how it feels

Falling for her

Threw my wings in the dirt

Didn't wanna be lonely

I would rather be hurt

It's like twenty past four

Slowly fading into dreams

Close my eyes, hide the cold

Nobody knows how it feels

Do you ever get the feeling that you're sitting in light

With heaven all around you in the blink of an eye

I'm looking out heaven's window, I know that there's hell around me

I look at my city with all the darkness inside

I wish that you would take my hand and come to the light

But your hateful need revenge and so you stay out of sight

You love with all your heart but there's a pain in your mind

The one that stays persistent till the day that you die

Cause life wasn't fair

When you were a child or an adult

Whatever doesn't even matter that time

You got scars that never healed and so you're taking the pain

Try to take some others with you so they can feel the same

And you don't feel so fucking lonely in this world that you're in

You cut your wrist, you curse yourself but it's the feeling you get

You push some people out your life and then you treat them like shit

You're so enveloped in this life, don't see the cycle you're in

Of letting people please us in but not the ones that can help

And so you keep being unhappy till you're killing yourself

If time has fought, I'm slowly fading into dreams

Close my eyes, hard to call, nobody knows how it feels

Don't you try finding a girl that can fill the hole

If you can't love yourself, how could you love a girl

Even better a hoe who even told you to your face that she don't love you no more

Who even slapped you across the face cause you're delusional

My boy you fucking hate yourself and you have no reason to

But that's what loneliness is and it's an illness I guess

The illness where you can't even start to live with yourself

Cause you feel like you're not enough so you diminish yourself

You start to look for other people that can fill it themselves

The hole that's gaping right there deep in your heart

Man it just needs you but you don't trust yourself enough so you don't get to

Make yourself too small, can't fill the hole for shit

And so you think you'll cure yourself if you fit in with a chick

So you find a type of girl that would leave you for her ex

Even though he cheated on her and would make her upset

Because to her it's better than dealing with herself than you

Cause there's no cure for what you feel, it's only you against you

And no woman can get you through that and I promise it's true

Because I've been through so much shit and I have that darkness within

And I can't even stand myself when I wake up in the morning

I feel like going back to sleep and believing I was more

Than just a fraction in your world that only matters to you

I wish I knew I mattered of this, this is really true

Because I never loved myself, I only loved you

I wish I knew I mattered of this, this is really true

Because I never loved myself, I only loved you

Isn't that a lie

It's too early, he's not going to pick up right now

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JMP, what the fuck is that voice about