Feather

First looks across the class they didn't lie

I know I wasn't brave enough to see the signs then

Then slowly, slowly I started falling in love

With you

And ten months back I had no idea my life was gonna change

I don't know how to face it

But it's a curious place

The comeback teasing me in thinking I can play

A game that I created

But rules I cannot change

Already saw it in your delicate speech

How you don't care what other people think

I got so many regrets like

Not dressing up as Mr. Smith

If I could, if I could I swear I'd do it

Cause whatever you do makes my heart keep beating

I can still remember every single detail

And if all the coincidences were meant to be

Then I think you deserve to know

That ten months back I had no idea my life was gonna change

I don't know how to face it

But it's a curious place

The comeback teasing me in thinking I can play

A game that I created

Which rules I cannot change

These have been the best years of my life

And I'm still not prepared to say goodbye

And I can't show you all the things I've had to leave behind

So in the meantime

It's okay to cry

I saw you in my dreams again

Saw the mark on your face

I tried to tell you it's okay

That we're friends again

But the feather in your shoe makes it hard to believe it meant nothing

And four years back

I had no idea my life was gonna change

Who would have guessed that kid would be waiting for this day

To tell you every song I've written is the same

I try to find the words

But I only see your face