Premeditated Thoughts

Hey, maybe if I had back then I wouldn't need for it now

Searchin' for true love, but I'm having reasons for doubts

Hate you behind closed doors, but in public be switching for clout

It don't make sense, not at all, but trust me, I'm tryna figure it out

They expect the ball, but be runnin' the wrong routes

She entitled with world, but that title it don't amount

Preyin' on a **** that's gon' help her out

Hoping they'll save her, like now or laters

Save you for later if you let 'em

Know it's now or later, I ain't got time to go and settle

Like a elevator, goin' up to a whole 'nother level

Know I'm in her prayers, momma only boy, I'ma rebel

God son, keeping a hunnid miles from the devil

Rose out that mud, you can see the stain on my petals

Won't catch me at that club, catch on me on a flight to wherever

I'm in baggage claim hall of fame

On a trip with don't know that name, hey, on a trip with what a name

Maybe if I had it back then I proly l wouldn't crave for it

Need it like water, but Ion slave for it

Time isn't given I'm grateful because I pray for it

Blood sweat tears, you done paid for it

Ion need to buy I'm made for it

Cruise on the e way, my foot on floor

Before I crash out I'll say no more

There's no need me for window shop, I knew just what I had I store

Hey, the gun in yo hand somehow this lookin' self inflicted

Put my trust in people was optimistic

Was countin' my blessings before ended up countin' digits

Humble, but I pop it so that you can get it

So you can feel me

Ion even really care what think 'cause this that real me

Left me in dark without a blink, they'd proly kill me

Fuck that hate gotta do it big, they tried to belittle me

Fuck that fakes quick to wipe a nose, I know they sick of me

I'ma dog they ain't me a bone where my pedigree

Round me for nothing at all, tryna get the best of me

Best for me and I don't fuck with them at all, so I'ma let 'em leave

I goin' through hell pain, someone point me to the Novocaine

I'ma dog they ain't me a bone where my pedigree

Round me for nothing at all, tryna get the best of me

Best for me and I don't fuck with them at all, so I'ma let 'em leave

I goin' through hell pain, someone point me to the Novocaine

Maybe if I had back then I wouldn't need for it now

Searchin' for true love, but I'm having reasons for doubts

Hate you behind closed doors, but in public be switching for clout

It don't make sense, not at all, but trust me, I'm tryna figure it out

They expect the ball, but be runnin' the wrong routes

She entitled with world, but that title it don't amount

Preyin' on a **** that's gon' help her out

And shit