Vulnerable (feat. AjShowEm)

AJ show these motherfuckers up

It's me

I'ma let the beat talk to y'all real quick

Get that shiver through your body

This pain

It's me

It be me locked in a room, two cups of lean, getting vulnerable on the beat

I knew the journey would be far from easy, but not like this, I wish I foreseen

My mama told me to chill out on the dranking, she fearing damage in my spleen

I'm holding tightly on this forty, looking at my photos, what happened to me

I'm an addict with them Benjis, I just spilled sixteen hundred on my new jeans

I throw my Rollie on yellow gold with diamonds, to highlight I beat the streets

On some real **** shit, I'm waking up the moon out

My people ain't seen me all day, they thought I been left the house

They didn't check the basement, I was high as fuck on the couch

Crossfaded to be honest, one too many, lost count

There's no one to blame but myself, keep losing course of my route

I went insane and my folks bounced, it's crazy, I got done foul

No one can accept a real ****, they'd rather give love to cowards

Like my brodie who was picking sides while I was gone give him power

Or Like the shawty who gave up on me, was tryna make a spouse

Or like my sis who wasn't jacking me, but then in my face saying she proud

The list can go on and on, I stood by everyone's ground

I might have fucked up, I ain't perfect, yet no one finna get left behind my vow

The sacrifices that I made was for my loved ones, but look who left round

My blood called me a bum when I was homeless and sick on my last thou

And if you tell me that you love me, I'll pretend I ain't hear it

Say it again, I'm in the studio so much the volume fuck with my hearing

I lost time, money and my feelings, put others first

My mama told me having a good soul come with a curse

The saddest part of this song is there's still love from my end, I must confirm

God damn it

I'm so loyal to the people who hurt me

I don't know if I'm yet healed, I can feel my heart burning

AJ show these motherfuckers up

It's me