slowing down

Slowing down and I know I'm not making progress

Shut your mouth I wanna drown the sound, you should talk less

Why you gotta be like that

How you so damn detached

I'm sinking inside of this boat that I row

I don't know where to go and I'm missing my home

But I (I)

Stay on my toes

Falling I'm tripping

On top my clothes

My room is mess

So now I decompose

And I'm feeling the stress

From this tomb that I rose and I (I)

Start moving slow

All that around me just feel so enclosed

Slowing down and I know I'm not making progress

Shut your mouth I wanna drown the sound, you should talk less

Why you gotta be like that (yeah)

How you so damn detached

Slowing down and I know I'm not making anything of my life

Really wish I could just die

Really wish I could just (uh)

Why do my eyes lock to the sky

Don't wanna hear a reply

Struggles Defy

Denying advancements

I'm popping relaxants

Like Minecraft enchantments

Until I can cry (go cry)

Slowing down and I know I'm not gonna make it

Feel so faceless

Your face is moonlit

Bit by bit I'm gonna break this switch

And my brain is split

But I can't commit

I'm a hypocrite

Don't gaslit this flame I made

I wanna fade away

Imma break this pain

Maybe one day

I'll feel okay

But it's not that day

So I'll slip away

This Saturday and get away

Get my mind out this cage (yeah)

Help me get out of this cage (help me)

Fuck