Deep End

You'd think I'd find god Housed in all of the odds I think we're suffocating Oh you've got a way of falling grey To blend into my state Harmless in pain Is that what they say? But you never Saw my face Well tell me how we're suffocating Trembling down my soul is shaking And I don't think I ever planned To be this way I think we're suffocating Breaking through the fade I'd never sell my soul to anything And when the pressure's burning Do you feel the same? Tell me how the light bends Do I suffocate? Or start loading guns up with lidocaine? And when the pressure's turning Breaking through my veins It's calling Deep End You've got me falling back again Like you're calling my name Oh you've got a way of bending things To fit em into your frame Like lidocaine and a game of charades No one guesses any pain Spit me out before you chew My oxygen, oh how you turn me blue I know it's hard to watch me fall away from You Breaking through the fade I'd never sell my soul to anything And when the pressure's burning Do you feel the same? Tell me how the light bends Do I suffocate? Or start loading guns up with lidocaine? And when the pressure's turning Breaking through my veins It's calling Well hold me to the flames and break me off Don't you think I'm better off again Hold me to the flames and break me off Don't you think I'm better off again Well hold me to the flames and break You'd think I'd find god running away from me You'd think I'd find god You'd think I'd find god You'd think I'd find god Breaking through the fade I'd never sell my soul to anything And when the pressure's burning Do you feel the same? Tell me how the light bends Do I suffocate? Or start loading guns up with lidocaine? And when the pressure's turning Breaking through my veins It's calling Deep End You've got me falling back again Like you're calling my name