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I'm bad at hiding how I feel Melt into the carpet please don't show alarm here I tried to tell you how it's real Tell me I'm crazy No-one can love you like me And as I fall to the floor I run to the curtains Swallowed by something more than me I can't stop sweating here I know I'm dirty but the water isn't clear Tell me I can't, I can't I'm dirty Scratch and bleach it's all the same I read your message back Tell me I'm a monster then I become her I stumble and I trip My words are never dainty Swollen, bloated like me I can't fit in your space Mould me into the girl you want to see But it won't ever stick I'll never be Tell me I can't, I can't I'm dirty Scratch and bleach it's all the same Reinvent Turn, turn back the years Wear all black But I never learned blending in I'm unclean Don't compare me You never taught this whole thing to me