No More Second Guessing

No more second guessing

I’m done with all of the stressing

I’m done with all of the lessons I never needed the shit that I never needed to step in

I’m drawing the line

Sand in my toes wave to my foes I’m on something divine

Handled my woes a pro

Mastered these struggles of mind/

These struggles of mine

Done with the sudden decline of love that was never mine

a love for the colour blind

A Tainted shade I’ve never played that game/

Forever state my claim

From the young age of 8 you could see I had faith before I changed my name

The way was blatantly paved

I didn’t realise the pain

Until it was too late

I felt all flavaz of shame/

Yeah

Go back and study the pages of flames

this rage untamed scattered and riddled with stains

Help me to stay in my lane

Yeah it help me to stay in lane

Solid/

A prophet

I never knew it for time

Put in the work made sure my words refined

Unconsciously on it always protecting soul

A rouge broken but bold ya dun know the code/

I let the story unfold

And yet Low and behold it’s only lies I was sold because the truth was so cold

Hmm

Of course I handled it bro

You know I handled tho

Why must you question me so

Making me question my own/ thoughts

And feelings

On my knees had me screaming at the ceiling

Claiming if I keep this fake faith in place things will change but all I see is the cycle still repeating /

You wonder why inside I’m still seething

Deep down I just want to see you fuckers bleeding

I bless the day I realised you

Had me mentally enslaved to sooth your pain and gave me nothing to believe in/

Except myself that’s where the story changes

Documented on these gory pages

Boss level beaten all the stages

Parker pen I’m taking all the names its

Harsh for them they need the lord to save em

It’s hardest when you’ve got no cause to blame em

What made you lock us up in all these cages

I’m out now so I don’t need the answers

Taking advantage of my second chances

Building foundations everywhere I’m landing

Manifestations going how I planned it

Now I’m demanding respect

Interject I’m coming straight for your neck

I paid too much to let you fuck up my creps

step in my kamikazes

You’ll see list of regrets and I’ve accepted them all

So you are far from a threat/

Coz now I’m armed it’s nothing calm on the set

I am a G you ain’t got nothing to check

But if you want you can check

My history I ain’t got nothing to hide

I put my life in these line I had to swallow my pride to tell the truth in these rhymes/

Look

Hmm

You think that I ain’t built for this

I see you puzzled while I’m sitting where a legend sits

I see the envy underneath your words that take the piss/

You claim you understand but still you only get the gist

You see a broken man but really there’s nothing to fix

I see you baffled thinking how the fuck he make the list/

Coz I don’t play the game that you play

And I won’t stick around to hear what say

It’s bad enough to clock you never knew me

I question if I ever really knew you

Touché

I put my trust in you like you my new bae

never thought you’d break my heart in two ways

But still another lesson learned a new day

New faith new pace new pain amour for a new frame/

Embrace the change if you’re seriously pushing growth

My words are potent if you’re seriously looking for dope

I ain’t a leader but heart moves the crowd

Amongst the broken still deliriously looking for hope/

The closest to me are second guessing my honesty

Others out here not telling me story properly

Smoking my broccoli laughing out at the mockery

Thinking you’ll have to do more than to really stop this G/

Me Ave fi dead you couldn’t pay to shut up

I know I’m bless my haters praying on my fuck ups

I never thought I would have haters until now you smell the jealousy when they see you wearing a new crown/

And that’s the truth of it

You hear the doubt in me but still you know it’s truth I spit

clout I got no need for the shit

It’s not what I’m about I got my people to lift/

So I’m on this

Working til my skin turns yellow like I’ve got Jaundice

Making sure my mind stays right you can not con this

Come to far to turn back now and so I promise

To never let it slip again

Talking to myself like you can do this my gifted friend/

It’s something special when grip this pen

I’ll make the beat you watch me twist this blend

Give me the mic and let me rip this then/

Because I’m Dili

The worker beee chilling in Piccadilly

And trust me all of my people are skanking with me

From New York, New Zealand to Philly

From Belgium to Brazil, Toronto to Chile

I’m loved

And Trust me I can see it now

I love myself it feels amazing to believe it now

Yeah I can see it now

I love myself it feels amazing to believe it now

So No more second guessing

I’m done with all of the stressing

I’m done with all of the lessons I never needed the shit that I never needed to step in

I’m drawing the line

Sand in my toes wave to my foes I’m on something divine

Handled my woes a pro

Mastered these struggles of mind/

These struggles of mine

Done with the sudden decline of love that was never mine

a love for the colour blind

A Tainted shade I’ve never played that game/