Not Guilty

Falling , fading down down down i go

Falling , fading down down down i go

You really wanna know what happened?

Ill tell you how it went

I put my man down like a dog

Cause he hit like a little bitch

And i didnt deserve that shit

I just wanted my fairytale

But theres no such thing as happy endings

 So i had to fucking bail

Just hop that ship before it went down

And soon the talk was around the town

The couple that always seemed so nice

Their was trouble in paradise

We were like a massive fire

That blazed ten feet high

One time he hit me so hard i almost fucking died

But now im the one one the stand

Because he wasnt a real man

Just a monster made of evil

Living with him became lethal

He loved to make me look crazy

Backhand me and then call me baby

I knew no one was gonna come and save me

If i didnt take him, he was gonna take me

So yeah i did it

And i made it bloody

That mad could fool you

Like he was ted bundy

I was done with every

“I didnt mean it honey”

I been stressed out because of money

So yeah i loved the sound of him crying

And begging for his life

He was suppose to keep me protected

I was supposed to be his wife.

Falling , fading down down down i go

Falling , fading down down down, down i go

Ya know what im glad that hes dead

The fucker got inside my head

And he nudged me to the end of a cliff

And pushed me right off the edge

 Then i crawled out of a vat of acid

When my friends asked me what changed

He went from my abuser to my bitch

So now i keep him on a chain

But He wont be putting his hands on me

Or talking back again

Didnt know what i was capable of

Or that i could bring the pain

See my husband like to beat on women

So i chopped off his hands and all was forgiven

Didnt know how to keep his dick in his pants

Now it stays in a jar on my nightstand

Couldnt keep his mouth shut neither

So i bashed in a couple teeth

Hell think twice before he runs around or tries to beat on me

Ya see these shiny little tools ?

These are all my friends

And there the last thing your gonna see

 Cause your lifes about to end

Lemme wash his blood off my hands

And then we can go for a drink

Shit i mustve hit him kinda hard

Cause i found his teeth in my sink

I think i like this feeling

This power in my veins

The mother fucker had it coming

Now ill never be the same

I was tired of all his cat and mouse

I wanted him to clean while i sat on the couch

I wanted just one day without him drinking

I was finally finished

I was finally thinking

Im sinking into insanity

And my pain tolerance is high

So i showed him

Whos the fuckin boss

I wore the pants this time

I dont expect you to understand

He was the slaughter and i was the lamb

And i never had this planned

But i didnt stand a chance

So i shoulda done it sooner

He wasnt my husband just my abuser

I dont need to tell you why i did it

No offense your honor

But i dont think youd get it

 

Falling , fading down down down i go

Falling , fading

 down down down

Down ii go