Off The Rails

You hate

When I smell like cowboy killers

You're hard to blame

So I wash my hand a thousand times

Oh, but my hair gives it away

You say

That you want me round for a while"So stay"

And though at times, I can't say I feel the same

I do try and change

I'm going on how I know best

I am going off the rails

Thought I told you

But it seems that you don't care

But all is fair

The once adventurous boy

Is soon a cowardly man

So what's your plan?

Do I like who I am?

I hate

When I go and grab another

But it's all a game

And though I know my reasons

Might sound real fake

Well, that's cuz they're fake

So I'll wait and wait

And ask myself"How? Why? Where? What?"

I'll wonder till old age

And I assume it has to at some point change

So I'll wait till that day

I think we go onward waiting till close

I am going off the rails

Thought I told you

But it seems that you don't care

But all is fair

The once adventurous boy

Is soon a cowardly man

So what's your plan?

Do I like who I am?