Through It All

I been going through it all Praying hard that I don't fall Feel like I said all this before But know I now all that's in store But still feel like I'm locked out And I been knocking, I been knocking But I'm still stuck outside now They been stalking, they been watching But ain't find no time to watch out Cuz I been starving, so I'm starting To realize it's time to pop out On my grind and I can't stop now But sometimes my mind get bogged down On my life my life was all wild So from time to time ain't no smiles It's just sorrow, hate tomorrow Feel like I'm behind I lost ground It's just problems, top of problems I ain't tryna fight just knockout Everyone need me All sides so it's hard times, no aparthied but I'm feeling Separated from whatever's making All the celebrations I need freeing From the shackles of the constant battles Too much to handle it ain't easy What it take just to be me, it ain't as seen on TV Glitz and glamour seem dreamy Will I get it, I'm fiending How to beat the stress, beats me Depression eyeing, it's creeping And it's hands is on Creed 3 Rather fighting than leaving So I'm trying, believe me But how these people skipping steps Start and now they in the set Imma have to intercept Y'all don't see the intellect All those night I hit the reps Tryna prove I been the best Peaking all this interest Hunger it ain't in the rest I been really going through it, feeling like I'm prone to lose it Only time I ever find some peace is with headphones and music Sometimes even then I cut the noise, I might just go acoustic Each of my decisions, either ain't enough or overdo it I just wanted some good days, all the trauma done shook me Hardest times I done stood straight, tried so hard just to put faith Start advising man look aye, don't wanna hear what I should say What I should be, what I could be If I just- aye, don't you push me cuz I been going through it all Praying hard that I don't fall Feel like I said all this before But now I know all that's in store But still feel like I'm locked out And I been knocking, I been knocking But I'm still stuck outside now They been stalking, they been watching But ain't find no time to watch out Cuz I been starving, so I'm starting To realize it's time to pop out I been going through it all Praying hard that I don't fall Feel like I said all this before But now I know all that's in store But still feel like I'm locked out And I been knocking, I been knocking But I'm still stuck outside now They been stalking, they been watching But ain't find no time to watch out Cuz I been starving, so I'm starting To realize it's time to pop out