A L O N E

I was wishing for a better life, yeah

I didn't know it was going to be all right, yeah

All I needed was a little time, yeah

I saw the vision even in the night, yeah

Even though I was a little blind, yeah

But I know one night I was feeling fine

In my bed trying to figure out my life

Seeming like there ain't no light

Tell me why, somebody tell me why

Tell me why, somebody tell me why

I figured this shit out on my own

No help, no one, ain't no numbers in my phone

I don't know why I even try when I know I'm alone

I look up at the sky and I'm wishing I'm home

The next thing I know I'm smoking on dope

I'm trying to figure out how to deal

With the pain that I feel cause I don't feel real

And the more that I smoke on this shit the less that I feel

So I smoke and I smoke and I try to cope

And I think it's best that you really don't know

So whatever I do I'ma keep it on the low

And I'm in pain so just leave me alone

And I've been trying to find an answer

To what I'm looking for

But I can't seem to find it

Not in this fucking war

So I'm constantly fighting

Trying to tie up the score

But my mind is so tired and my body is sore

I got nobody on my side man this life is so hard

I can't even deny that my soul is so scarred

I always tell you I'm not hurting anymore

But the thoughts in my mind

They include a lot of gore