Trouble (feat. Watson)

Trouble found me way back when Back in elementary tryna get a license for a pen Had mind set on other shit like "does life come after death?" In and out of the principals office "He's wilin' out again" Seen mama cry again And daddy sayin' "man, this wasn't part of the plan" Better get yo act together, or we finna move again" Better tidy up your self you gone struggle as a man I ain't know better back then Used to think that we was T-Pain, when we was singing into fans Now we actually got fans And to all of y'all, I'm sorry when I get stuck in my head And I fall back from everything cause everything just got me scared But if you fail try again And if you sin, just repent We all make mistakes in life but those mistakes ain't the end I turned 19, I thought I had figure it out The kid moved out of home and realised life be different now Then I turned 20, they actually kinda listen now 21, he was ghost, they vibin' to the sound 22, he took a chance for a better route He thought he could get somewhere with rappin', Guess that was word of mouth Now I'm 23 and I'm understanding the mission now They gon judge you by the figure Whether it's the digits that you make or the size top that you can fit in That's just the world we live in That's why we chase escapes, could be drugs or religion We all tryna find our place and our role in this system Can't have a kid just yet, there's enough babies raised by children But when I do, best believe that they gon be livin' If it's a boy then I'm gon discipline that nigga Watch him learn the ropes of life so he can teach it to his sister I think I'm changing everyday Battles with my demons, imma put them in their place Changing like the seasons, feel the wind up on my face I think I've found my reasons, man it's like a saving grace Yeah, I leave with out a trace, I wonder if anyone gon miss me Always think when I leave the room, these people start to diss me I wonder if imma be alone when I just turn to fifty I wonder if I'll have grandchildren when turn to sixty but I guess I'll never know until I make it there I guess I'll never know man, I just really wanna make it there And when I make it there, I'll be breathing in the air And I'll be lookin' at my children, living life with out a care but But for now man, I'm just living in the moment And mama says she miss me but I'll be back in a moment I love her and she know it but sometimes I can not show it Yeah, she raised me all my life and I just hope that I don't blow it I'm in a rut and I just really need to break it out I think too much but I just really need to break it down So let me break it down, I wont play around And I think people keep on screaming but don't ever really make a sound I'm going pound for pound, battles with my mind and heart I start to wonder about my friends and how we drift apart I always found that light shines better when you in the dark I always found that failures better when you make a start Just find a purpose, I promise you it's worth it I know that life gets deep but you can always find the surface And make it through the fire, you can burn inside and furnace And do what you desire, even though it won't be perfect but But I'm not cold anymore And I don't understand why you keep closing that door And I don't wanna see all your clothes on the floor Cause I don't wanna write about my troubles anymore, why