Light

As I watch myself unwind

I slowly twist the knife

For the first time

In my life

I feel so light

I bleed out every reason

I have to stay alive

As the world

Turns black and white

I feel so light

Tasteless

It's better left alone

Wasted

On being stuck at home

There's a poison

Scratch at my

Skin to tear it out

It's the season

To hurt the ones I care about

I see everything

That's supposed to make me

Feel something

Anything at all

The looks of shame

If they knew I feel nothing

Nothing

Hollow after all

Lies

Smile

Blind

Light

As I watch myself unwind

I slowly twist the knife

For the first time

In my life

I feel so light

I bleed out every reason

I have to stay alive

As the world

Turns black and white

I feel so light

Weightless

Waiting to ascend

Shapeless

I'll be free again

This story's all I know

But it's getting old

I'm only letting go

What I can't hold

Take away this heavy load

Take away what I fear most

Cutting and Gutting every little piece of hope

Feeling light is feeling whole

Lies

Smile

Blind

Light

As I watch myself unwind

I slowly twist the knife

For the first time

In my life

I feel so light

I bleed out every reason

I have to stay alive

As the world

Turns black and white

I feel so light

Light

Light