Eternal Cycle (Instrumental)

Through everything that's happened these past few years

I always believed that

Despite everything

Things would get better

But, they never did

Everything always came crashing back down

And now, I know it's all

Hopeless

It's 'bout time to quit

But there's no end in sight

I've fallen into a deep dark pit

There's no light tonight

Pitch black

But then you step back

Get yourself on track

Take a breath

Get your mind off death

There's many joys that

Oh god it's back!

It won't stop coming back

I swear that I'm

Living in an eternal cycle

An endless loop of recycled trifles

I'm living in an eternal cycle

I feel I'm losing a big part of my heart

I bid farewell to my art

As my passion and my soul start to depart

Gone, it's all gone

Trying

To fix everything

But there's no way to fix this all

Solving all that's been happening?

Yeah right

As I recall

Things never work

They just don't

Things always just end up wrong

I'm the fool who hoped

I'll never believe there's

Joy left!

But then there's moments

Brief happy moments

Things feel fine

Life shows me good signs

But I remember

The shit I go through

Then my heart breaks and

It syncs in that I'm

Living in an eternal cycle

An endless loop of recycled trifles

I'm living in an eternal cycle

Someone tell me why

Why do I have to go through all this?

Pain in my heart

And it's all because no one ever cared

About me, cared about me

Tell me why!

(instrumental solos)

Is it me?

Is it me?

No it can't

It can't be!

Living in an eternal cycle

An endless loop of recycled trifles

I'm living in an eternal cycle

I just want to live

Set me free

Let me be

I scream for help

No one comes

And I'm left alone reminded that

I'm trapped inside this eternal cycle

There's no escaping I'm stuck decaying

I'm chained down to this eternal cycle

Every single day it's the same god damn game

I cry in bed and I blame

All the shitty people who used me and

Made my life a living hell with

All the rumors

All the lying

Leaving me behind

To suffer

Taking my kindness for granted

Stepping on me like I'm worthless

Time and time again they hurt me

All this shit on an endless loop

Forever this painful pattern

How is it that they can't see I'm

Dying in an eternal cycle!

Please save me from this eternal cycle!