The Sequel

If an OD had chose me, I know I won't be lonely

I know I'd see the homies that OD'd before me

If only they told me these shackles would own me

Might as well lay me in this casket and close me

Once upon a time I couldn't find myself

Suicide on my mind, got my nine on my shelf, just a shell of myself

Yelling I don't need no help, do a line and

Just melt, play a hand, I wouldn't dealt

Papa saw me one night shooting demons in my arm

Papa taught us Sonny, right but Sonny needed wrong

Mama told his Sonny, fight but Sonny's already gone

Just another sad soul, sing another sad song

Stay strong is what they said, stay in your detox bed

It won't be long, that's what they said, kick it like Reebok kid

Police at the door in the middle of the night

Got my face on the floor, got them cuffs really tight

And now the funny guy you like, facing 25 to life

Stressing in the county jail, sweating

Guessing all the years that I'll be getting

I guess that I'll just get what judges giving

But damn ya boy, too pretty for a prison

God's grace, I beat the case and that's a blessing

It's not too late to play a fade or learn a lesson

Now I'm betting on myself, if you're struggling, get some help

Why is everybody hitting on my boy

Reminiscing about the friendship you destroyed

So paranoid that my boys ain't gon' be my boys

I really hope that we rejoice while I have a choice

Thick as theives, 17, man, we all a team

Best believe we on the scene, it was all a dream

All we needed was a queen, said we'll keep it clean

You retreated to the fiend and became a meme

Now rewind 10 years, think it was February

Time to face my fears, man, it was necessary

Disappeared in thin air like you was temporary

Prayed you wouldn't end up in a cemetery

I wanted to believe you, I wanted to perceive you

Started thinking all about a sequel

Never wanna be deceitful, I'm handling it peaceful

Needed you to get up off that needle

And that's actually what you did

And went and had a kid

Tried to tell me how you live

Man, I didn't give

A pair of fucks

I was stuck

Just pushing my luck

It was a struggle

How I ducked

You wouldn't give up

It took a minute

I was hoping I would open up

I had to pivot

I was holding on a broken trust

Now it's both of us

So regal

Holla at your boy

On time for the sequel

The sequel

The sequel

The sequel

The sequel