Can't Save Myself X (feat. NOAHFINNCE)

I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself

Cause I swear that this is hell

The way I desperately try to save myself

Cause I can't save myself

A single breath (in empty lungs)

That's all I got left (gasping for air)

And a bad idea branded in my brain I can't seem to shake (I can't seem to shake)

Another day (in tired skin)

I shed and fray (far from desire)

Til all I am is textbook misery and my own mistakes (my own mistakes)

And as I've aged, the only thing I think has changed

Is that the demons have moved from under my bed

Into the inner depths of my head

I can't escape the ugly things my mind creates

I speculate that they'll stay with me til the grave

In broken bones (a halfhearted smile)

I feel at home (I'm proud of nothing)

I tend to get attached so quick to all I've ever known (all I've ever known)

But I don't seem to know a single fucking thing that can save me

I'm my own worst enemy

Is there any hope for me?

I'm the boy who chose not to grow up, and now I'm unprepared for anything

Now I'm scared, and I'm cold and alone, because the world grew up without me

Is there any hope for me?