Imposter

I'm feeling like an IMPOSTER, Wrestle with this MONSTER

That's living inside my brain, telling me that I ain't worth nada

Man, I need a DOCTOR, Need to reach the AUTHOR

Just to understand the types of things that I can ACCOMPLISH

Looking into the mirror, man I really shouldn't be even proud

All I feel is fear, all these people looking at me now

Expecting me to produce, strapped up boots, man I lack excuse

Grab and pass the noose, give me the chair, let me crack it loose

What am I to gain but the fame, and the people clapping

Driving me insane with all the condescending people chatting

I don't feel the same with all the confidence, I'm lacking action

I don't see a way to win, conquer all my heathen fashions

But I can see a light, and this light is compromising windows

And I can hear a voice, but it's not the voice that calls me little

And I can feel a force, but it's not that snarky innuendo

It's the power of a King, and it's time to blow a whistle

Ain't listening to these lies, I will rise, I won't be deprived

Keep my eyes to the sky, I won't die, won't be victimized

I will stay alive, on the inside, I'm inspired, like Empire

I've been wired to detonate, and explode and catch fire

I'm feeling like an IMPOSTER, Wrestle with this MONSTER

That's living inside my brain, telling me that I ain't worth nada

Man, I need a DOCTOR, Need to reach the AUTHOR

Just to understand the types of things that I can ACCOMPLISH

Man I tend to panic, and often I feel erratic

And trapped at a disadvantage, And troubled and underhanded

Pathetic, I see the crashes, failure is automatic

Wrestling with the tasks that's ahead, it's feeling tragic

I'm on a faultless mission, with existential conditions

That's challenging my ambitions and activating my villains

I'm absent from my hero, digging holes, I'm a Zero

I Try speaking to Jesus but I'm deafened by my EGO

Ashamed to talk to my people, cause I think they'll point their fingers

Telling me I'm the problem, cause I'm a Lion and Dreamer

My mind is like a theater, I can see the search and seizures

Of the handfuls of my joy, man I wish I had amnesia

Gotta stand and be leader, how dare I throw my feet up

How dare I get complacent, and then slack on my procedures

How dare I doubt the favor, that's been given in my season

I'm a product of His Grace and Mercy, Gotta count the reasons

I'm feeling like an IMPOSTER, Wrestle with this MONSTER

That's living inside my brain, telling me that I ain't worth nada

Man, I need a DOCTOR, Need to reach the AUTHOR

Just to understand the types of things that I can ACCOMPLISH