I told my family that I'm good
I just been working hard
My eyes is baggy, voice is raspy
Don't know where to start
I seen so many win before me
I just play my part
I know my time is coming soon so I ain't in no rush
Tryna take time
I see others get it, I'm just trying to get mine
They don't understand wish they could see in my mind
I wish I could do the same so I could see all they lies
Tell me if you're real cause I don't know
Just came back from London, I was performing with my bro
There when we was high
But they weren't there when we was low
It's okay I know that they gon' come back round after we blow
Tell me what you see cause I don't know
Don't wanna talk but silence make me feel like I'm alone
Talk to these beats to feel at ease
I get inside that zone
I moved out at 18, I'm tryna make my house a home
But it come with a lot
I'm clocking out to get back and tell them that I just dropped
I'm balancing this work with work, when it gon' stop?
Don't think it ever will, but that's okay
Because I know that this the life I chose
I'm so locked that I'm all in and I can't stop
Because I know that if I did I don't know where I'd go
I'm steady trustin' God's plan, that's all I can do
Ain't nothin' that he can't do
Know I ain't perfect, but I swear I try my best
I swear I'm always workin' and feel good to get some rest
My mama always tell me sometimes less is doin' more
But I feel worse when doin' less
Sometimes it seems just like a mess
Back to back I'm doin' shows, travelin' for videos
They say that I do a lot
I just trying to do the most
If you got a problem we can talk
Just gotta book it in
I thought they was with me, but that's cap
I had to look again
I had to reassess
I had to think ahead like we just playing a game of chess
If I say something, I say it with my whole chest
Swear that when we up my whole family, gon' get their own Benz
That's a fact, that's a promise
Why I'm here, yeah its obvious
Late nights, early mornings
Soon enough we gon be ballin'
Tell me what you think cause I don't know
I can't read your mind, don't know what's going on
Thought that you was right, turns out that I was wrong
Thought that that was light, turns out that I was strong
Tell me what you're saying, I don't know
I can't trust your words, your actions better show
Talking to me different cause they heard I'm making dough
Yeah that's crazy cause I swear that you ain't taught like that before
Back to back I'm doing shows, traveling for videos
They say that I do a lot, I'm just tryna do the most
If you got a problem, we can talk, just gotta book it in
I thought they were with me, but that's cap, I had to look again
I had to reassess
I had to look again
I had to reassess
I had to look again
I had to
I had to look again
I had to
I had to look again
I had to
I had to reassess
