New Feelings (and old ones at the same time)

Somewhere between loss and potential Somewhere between grand and incidental Maybe not just a thought across your mental Maybe not Be the lyric to my empty instrumental See your melody descend up in my eardrum Ooo it's been a minute since I hear from you I reminisce I miss you my darling Unh unh unh I miss you my darling Ay ay ay I miss you my- I know this isn't your problem I gotta figure out myself What's left, what's next For me? What good's a life if I never live it? Taking an L that was never given When I ain't even finish yet You left so suddenly You won't even see What you've done to me More than I can do than just practice patience Make reality match my imagination Til love wouldn't be something dangerous To keep from falling I proceed with caution Put my wall up, keep my guard up See me fall but I got up These are new feelings And old ones at the same time Old ones at the same time And old ones at the same time All these new feelings And old ones at the same time Old ones at the same time And old ones at the same time These are new feelings All these new feelings All these old feelings All these new feelings All these new feelings All these new feelings All these old feelings All these new feelings Turned down the noise Now I recognize your voice Only want to hear you, feel you Only knowing that you heal, yet I feared you Did I ever even know the real you? I barely knew myself, feeling selfish Couldn't help it or reflect or perfect it Expected to be left and neglected Accepting that I'll never be forgetting Every first time, every worst time You were mine, bonafied, certified fool Summer nights had me falling in winter too All these sides of you But I cannot redo or hit undo It's all been done Tell you the truth I wanted to run Every time was something new Like we only begun, But Now you real gone So I'm still gon Look forward like I know what'll happen Look bad so I don't want to make it a habit Take it back, take you back, then take you for granted Drive me psycho, it's a cycle But you my beautiful distraction, I'm attached to you Can't leave you in the past I ain't imagining it Checking all my baggage and abandoning it And in the end pretend to move on (Move on, move on) (You know she gone) On to the next one (Move on, move on) (You know she gone) But she could've been the best one Could've been, would've been Thinking what I should've did (Closure) Close the door 'cause I been here before Gotta be open, present tense Begin again cause These are new feelings And old ones at the same time Old ones at the same time And old ones at the same time All these new feelings And old ones at the same time Old ones at the same time And old ones at the same time These are new feelings