unusual

Worthless pursuit, guess it's another one

I'll try to say some shit to look less dumb

Reference a book that I know you've read

Somehow what I'm saying goes right over both our heads

You look at me as if to say you're so unusual

I look at you as if to say the feeling's mutual

Do I love, do I love you, am I learning?

Do you just treat me like a person?

I'm worried I don't know the difference

Doesn't really matter either way

Cause I know the most I'd ever say to you

Is if you weren't

Do you see the way I hold myself?

Like a body dressed as something else

Wonder if anyone likes this shell except me

It's not a matter of self-discovery

Everyone's discovered that they want nothing to do with me

I can't change anyone's mind

Believe me, holy shit, I've tried

Can't stop in place running on a nice floor

Cause I always push the pull door

Always push the pull door

Always push the pull door

Just let me in