Introverted

I don't hate you I just need some time alone I'm sorry I can't stay I'd rather be at home I know you feel the same I can see it in your eyes Can't make eye contact But can see the right through their lies Why don't you tell me how you feel? I'm tired of waiting I want this to be real I'm nervous, observing So determined it's concerning I'm a burden and I'm hurting Go easy on me, I'm learning Is it ever going to be enough? I know it's not easy But it shouldn't be this tough I don't hate you I just need some time alone I'm sorry I can't stay I'd rather be at home I try to speak but My mind is deep in thought They're calling me back to earth Like I'm an astronaut