AND YET I...

People living around potential targets

Tell him I don't wanna do whatever the fuck he says to me

I told him I don't wanna have to get personal this week

I know the feeling is, I remember getting on stages

I probably should've known ambulance sirens are contagious

The waitlist, pour another hunnid dollar vodka from

The opera, feeling like another way to stop ya'

Apart from, telling me I'm in the wrong because I ain't Sinatra

Hating is the only thing I got huh

Yeah music and business is all I'm wishing for

I'm tired of all of 'em, apart from those I'm living for

But sometimes I'm feeling like I'll lose them too

Cause I'm starving myself none of my empathy coming through

Stress telling me my loyalty is waning

My friends don't wanna talk to a boy that's constraining

I never think of my lines, cus when I do it's draining

And this is the result, supporters left me hanging

Yeah get the fuck up out my fucking face

And don't you dare tell me that I am stubborn you is a lame

You sounding all the same

You ain't be spitting on game

You ain't be talking bout nothing

You ain't be forcing your slang

I swear to god I would've swear that I'd seen this before

Downfall of an ego, should've been here before

I know your plot, little bitch I won't be taken for jokes

I plan on being confined, bitch I ain't leave you a note

So when they asking for my whereabouts you tell them I'm gone

I promise that I won't be back and I'm just making these songs

And I'm abandoning you just like erase, and redraw

The part of that court of law depart when I get a car

Withdraw the facade, I saw the Exxon, I run alarmed

Because I never saw, what they would call, another brother's arm

Keeping my tie, the court is a lie

I promise that I'd run away and I would never comply

Yeah keeping the words on the strap on the back

Cause I will promise that I'll put him on this petty act, it's a fact

I relax when you tell him to ask to bring back the last and best

Keeping in check, the point is to crack apart the mess

And the mask, I wouldn't ask

All because of this petty act, it had

Made up for what I had and what I lacked

Upon the track

I laughed, and yet I have to get you out

The pride of being home is by flipping through the amount

And yet I feel like I got nothing to decide

Not the voices, not the words the choice ain't mine

It's only music and my art, creative process tear apart

Friendships and families I know just where to start

November 23rd was when the ego took control of my words

And April 6th became the point of no return I always yearned

The power of thinking before I speak because I never did

I'm hearing people spill their heart and yet I never spoke on shit

I never talked about the things that made me sad or have a gripe

I never spoke, my friends don't know me or my life

So when I think about what I should say regarding recent times

I can only think about the music and the lies

Locked behind a paywall or so it seems

That the only way to receive empathy is to leave

I'm constantly worrying that I'm losing loyalty

The people around me, they tryna bring down my inner peace

I know I'm acting selfish but is that something that I should keep?

What matters more?

The love from your friends or those 5 hunnid streams?

Pulling myself like coffins 6 stories deep

I feel like manager's calling, yet I can't write up a piece

And yet I feel like I got nothing to decide

Not the voices, not the words, shit I know the choice ain't mine

It's only the music and the art

Creative process tearing apart the

Friends from the heart and I don't know where to start

You hate to see a personality crumble inside your eyes

Cause the words that you want let out can't even be realized

And I don't know what to think

And I would never admit

That I was too into this

My problems are to conflict

And yet I-

"... I just started recording right now."

"Oh you just started recording?" ("Yeah")

("Yeah, you can do it again")

("Okay, Okay)

"Yo, he has a gun, he has a gun!"

(gunshots)

"Oh shit, Reed!" ("Yo, they got Reed, they got Reed!")

"Yo move, move!"