Spent the night watching pornography
Never fall asleep
Don't have to think of things
In the morning remain unhappy
Until I blink
Close my eyes and see what I want
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
I'm not happy
Spend my days feeling so god damn angry
At everyone, mostly me
Was born wary
In the pictures, it seems less scary
In real life, not easy
How do you show vulnerability
When getting undressed all alone makes you ill
I guess you can't really talk about things
When you can't even think
Spent the night watching pornography
Never fall asleep
Don't have to think of things
In the morning remain unhappy
Until I blink
Close my eyes and see what I want
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
They say I seem rude
Or I got nothing on my mind but that is not the truth
I just can not replay all of my moves
Or I'll be gone
See I can't go nude
Even by myself, it feels like something I shouldn't do
I hear screams louder than the girls on redtube
My head feels wrong
I need someone to come and fuck me raw
Though I can not even take my own bra off
I need someone to make me open up
When I can't even feel
Spent the night watching pornography
Never fall asleep
Don't have to think of things
In the morning remain unhappy
Until I blink
Close my eyes and see what I want
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah
