Miranda

Maybe I built the castle around my self doubts

I was crowned a queen but there's no one around

When I go home and I feel I'm burning out

I'm sorry if I brought in the darkest clouds

So I used my thick skin

No emotions within

It could hurt my body

The more I tried to fit in

I got stuck in between

Forgot all the small wins

I tried to make myself satisfied

I tried to make myself satisfied

I lied, I thought I'd be satisfied

So I'll just keep this all inside

Lonely Christmas night

No resolution

But i just wanna be happy

Is there anything i could do

To make you feel seen

Life is heavy even on Christmas's eve

I'm sorry I couldn't even give you the best in me

So I used my thick skin

No emotions within

It could hurt my body

The more I try to fit in

I got stuck in between

Forgot all the small wins

I tried to make myself satisfied

I tried to make myself satisfied

I lied, I thought I'd be satisfied

So I'll just keep this all inside

Lonely Christmas night