PROGRAM DUALITY

This time it's different This time i'ma give you me That uncut No mixes Trying to figure myself out Walk with me I need you to listen See I thought I was too good for help I do it myself I been on a mission I'm trying to find who this nigga is While raising our kids I'm trying to be a better a man for her I'm feeling it slip I'm only one man This my fault cause I spread myself too thin I'm trying to be picture perfect I just need you to see this shit through my lens And it's been a minute since I picked the pen up Trying new things when I vent Trying keep everything intact Cause I can't do this as friends My cup runneth over Way too many years spent at the brim I gotta empty it out Start fresh now I'm watching what I put in Know that truth bitter Real bitter It go down like Gin I been unlearning All the bad habits we was taught to do as men So I tell you how I feel This is me It may sound like I'm tripping Once I get my shit off Mouth closed and I sit back and I listen This shit 2 sides Shit I see through my 2 eyes Now I see it from your side Out of your eyes Who is this new guy How did I let the matrix take the kid away and leave you with a shell How did we no How did I let us decay that mirage real Caught up in all of the stress from all the business Then I brought it home Now I see it all clear Thought I was there You been all alone Yeah we got that house But the whole time you just wanted home I been working on my growth so understand that I been learning You just want me there You don't need perfect Drowning but still getting to the surface You need that connection I'll rewrite it in some cursive Give me you suggestions I'll correct it in a hurry Hope I still got time before it's buried I was hurting everything I thought was trying to hurt me Swimming eyes closed Ain't see that water getting murky Whole time you was there and had that vest out waiting for me Know It always hurts to see you love me less Pain inside your eyes You always did your best Will this crash and burn unit there's nothing left Maybe we can fix it with a little sex Why is that the only thing that's on your mind Knew that you would say that Hear it every time I ain't never wrong Inside this world of mine Took a little time to see it from your side Promise i'll get better I know some things are forever Do it in another life if we can't get it right Since the day I met her I was pulling at your pedals Just to realize what I have and now that flower dry Yeah I got an offer From now i'll be your water We going make it to that alter All we got is time All we got is time I been working You just want me there You don't need perfect Drowning but still getting to the surface You need that connection I'll rewrite it in some cursive Give me you suggestions I'll correct it in a hurry Hope I still got time before it's buried I was hurting everything I thought was trying to hurt me Swimming eyes closed Ain't see that water getting murky Whole time you was there and had that vest out waiting for me