sometimes i still think of you to spite myself

You said you've got a relationship with God

Better Him than me

Couldn't be me

You always did need someone a little more forgiving to set you free

I let you fool me once, you could've fooled me twice

Might have been nice

Now i have to fool myself and i'm no good

At my own advice

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Fulfilling

Free wheeling

I'm feeling

These feelings

Who's feeling you?

Wasn't much in your heart or head

Or even to your face

Kind of a waste

But boy i'll say you sure did know how to take up space

Lemme show you the place

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I'm willing

Free wheeling

I'm killing

these feelings

but who's feeling you?

Heat it up and let it fry and

Turn it so you cook both sides and

Watch the flame or it'll burn

Before you get to have a turn

Nothing ventured nothing gained

I season salt it

Sweet with pain

It's not enough to make a meal

Just a taste to make me feel

Said i never took you out

So now i carry you around

flying hitting walls of me

I poke some air holes feed you leaves

I can't explain why you're still here

Buzzing round between my ears

The noise of you it drowns out me it

Keeps me quiet, lets me dream

Cruel of me to line my shelves

With specimen of former selves

Label all my past mistakes

To season all my food to taste

Maybe you're here against your will

Performing when i need a thrill

Silent as i make you wait

We all have appetites to sate

And maybe there's a little me

Curled in your head and eating leaves

And when you need to feed yourself

You reach for me there on the shelf

It's almost sweet, it's almost kind

How we haunt eachothers' minds

And when these wounds keloid and scar

I'll dump your bones out in my yard