Sparkling

I'm out dancing I'm out drinking While my whole world is collapsing I'm wearing a bright pink skirt And a black sequin shirt I wanted to be colorful tonight I wanted to sparkle I am sparkling While wondering "What have I done?" My whole world turned My whole world turned Now, who am I? I made a list It's in my bag I'll sneak into the bathroom And I'll read it again Those are good reasons Those are great reasons Convincing even Very convincing I'll plan my weeks I'll play more music I'll keep in touch with my loved ones On a more regular basis I'll eat more greens I'll eat more sweets I'll have a good time I'll get more things done While wondering "What have I done?" My whole world turned My whole world turned Around My whole world turned My whole world turned Now who am I? I'll read that list over and over 'Til it's imprinted somewhere in my brain And after tonight those five first nights They will be over