CITY OF GOLD (feat. Emcee Speakeasy & CODE VII)

I'm sick of living in the past, I'm moving forward and Getting back to the real me, Don't put my abilities on Blast, can you feel me, my Agility on the track, cause I'm building Something too real to be Smashed, and it's my time To shatter the patterns that Might bind my life and Keeping my hands tied, and I can't hide like my summer Tan lines my emotions get Going just like a fucking Landslide I'm still learning to manage My damage, I know what it Is, so I have an advantage Over many other mother Brothers dealing with the Onslaught, and well we Ain't the only one with raw Thoughts, I know how Much emotional Withdrawal Costs, and finding love Again feels like a lost cause, But when I'm with you the Clock stops Knock knock Who's there? An irresistible long shot Hey, don't let me go I'm afraid of the sight, I've Never been high enough, And oh there's a city of Gold, it's under the fold, just Do what you're told And I don't I don't even know where The fuck I'm going, what I'm doing, I've been trying to find a Path that will lead me to Improvement I just gotta keep on running Cause I'm trying to build a Movement, digging through My past To figure out what my truth Is, I'm a chase my dreams, Don't care about looking Stupid Bit more than I can chew, Now I'm looking foolish, but It's fine, everything's alright Gotta hold on tight when The jet takes flight, might Crash and burn, slip like a Landslide It ain't hard to see that I Could do this with my Hands tied Got it from the bottom of The barrel looking Hindsight, had to pick a Road, that's the hardest part To realize, now I'm Nearing moments when I Redefine the zeitgeist, I Don't wanna worry about it Really, we gon' be Alright Hey, don't let me go I'm afraid of the sight, I've Never been high enough, And oh there's a city to Gold, it's under the fold, just Do what you're told And I'm sorry, I'm not over It, every single night, all I Think of is Accomplishments Hard to recognize, we Revolve around a different sun A room full of bitches And I went and chose the Wrong one Do it every day, no more Questions like a final I don't spin in circles, no More acting like a vinyl, Keep it real for myself, we Don't live in denial, Anything that you want, You gon' see me at the trial, Pretend I'm a God, broke Every seal but number Seven Writing notes on the Whiteboard, you can call This shit a lesson Walk in the room, give a Damn about a first Impression Praise Melochroma But you can call me Evan, Brought water to the sheep, I guess I'm something of a Shepherd All walk, all talk Like my fucking arms are Severed In pain all day, you can say That I endeavor, just live And pray And give silence for the Record, uh Hey, don't let me go, afraid Of the sight, I've never been High enough, and oh, There's a city of gold, it's Under the fold, just do what You're told And hey, don't let me go, Afraid of the sight, I've Never been high enough, And hey There's a city of gold, it's Under the fold, just do what You're told, and