Life So Hard

I don’t wanna be me dawg

I don’t wanna see me fall

But I can’t go that far

When I feel life so hard

(When I feel life so hard)

Lately, I ain’t really been myself, I don’t really wanna get no help

I just wanna go drift no where, End up on a gold coast somewhere

I don’t wanna wait another day, hey, I just wanna play games all day,

But it really ain’t been the same since, Had to get a job change up then

They don’t really wanna see me down, Everybody wanna see me smile,

But I don’t wanna be me now, I just wanna watch TV loud

Lookin at a beer lookin at a wine, Everybody drinkin havin good times

While I’m sober loosin all my mind, Damn I really gotta go unwind

I just wanna get high like them, I just wanna get by like them

But I guess I don’t cry like them, I don’t wanna get high like them

Lookin from the outside is cool, But I couldn’t do what they do

Spendin money on all that booze, Spendin money on weed and shrooms

Lookin at my bank man I’m broke, So much debt loose that hope

So much left loose that flow, Grippin on my neck feel that choke

Get a grip dyce get up, Gotta live life pick up

Even when shit gets tough, Gotta say sike shit sucks

I don’t wanna be me dawg

I don’t wanna see me fall

But I can’t go that far

When I feel life so hard

(When I feel life so hard)

Ay man, push it to the max, I’m stacked, Always got the weight on back

Always show up late I crash, Always getting hate, I’m gassed

Never wanna be a star, I was scarred ever since a kinder-gar

I was far from a lil villain odds was lost when I hit my limit yall

They said I’m too smart just to not try just to get by

Not to be wise just to unwind and I don’t like that I can’t lie

I just want peace, I’m just gone leave, I’m just gone be whom I’m gone be

I’ma just gone see what I’m gone need and I’m gone eat

When I’m, feelin like I gotta go, feelin like I gotta know

You don’t wanna buy the boat so I stow away cause I gotta float

You don’t wanna try to cope, you just wanna lie to folks

And I don’t wanna be the motheyfucker who ain’t even go try to grow

I ain’t tryna be this way, I just wanna leave this place

I don’t wanna see my face, putting on a mask each new day

Why you wanna be this way, don’t you wanna come be with me,

You don’t wanna see my change, I’ma just leave you can stay

I don’t wanna be me dawg

I don’t wanna see me fall

But I can’t go that far

When I feel life so hard

(When I feel life so hard)

I don’t wanna be me dawg

I don’t wanna see me fall

But I can’t go that far

When I feel life so hard

(When I feel life so hard)