What Was I Expecting (feat. Ice Cream Klique)

What was I expecting

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I spent a lot of time reflecting on my neglectin,

My health went by the way and people I used to mess with,

I guess I’m kinda selfish, can’t help it, I wanna ball,

I want the finer things that money brings no pause,

I shoulda known better you wasn’t ever gone stay,

You tellin me its love just like a slap in the face,

I told you 6 months and you was gonna be gone,

8 months later I’m blockin you from my phone,

Dawg its such a shame, I knew it before it came,

Lyin I wasn’t cryin, I’m standing out in the rain,

Look at you, fuckin vain, look at you fuckin pain,

Sick of you but I’m missin you what am I fuckin sayin,

Man I would give it all to get it and grip it tight,

Watchin my word drift its slippin up outta sight,

Sick of givin a fight, maybe my brain is right,

Sometimes I close my eyes and wish for a long night

It goes on

what was I expecting (long night)

yeah it goes on and on and on

what was I expecting (long night)

They told me do better, I gotta get up and go,

Gotta get out the house and hit up the fuckin phone,

Man leave me alone I’m sick of givin a fuck,

Tired of even trying I’m lyin it really sucks,

Never wanna be much, really just wanna chill,

Really I’m feelin stuck, and I don’t wanna be here,

I don’t wanna be me and I don’t wanna be Dyce,

I don’t wanna be seen and I don’t wanna be nice,

People don’t give me props, it’s cool I know the rules,

Jiggaboo motherfuckers and suckas and fuckin fools,

Hold up, hold up, yall got me back on the edge

Jumpin up outta pocket and getting up in my head,

I spent a lot of time reflectin on misconceptions.

Turn my rappin to weapons, I’m focused on different methods,

I guess Im kinda selfish, I’m learnin to get involved,

Letting go of my thoughts pumpin brakes wit a pause

It goes on and on

what was I expecting (pause)

it goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on (pause)

what was I expecting (pause)