Paramnesia

GO Who am I? And where am I? I can't remember your name Don't bother me anymore I'm not myself anymore Everybody is staring at me Watch my heart falls apart I will detest all of you from hell But I'm still alive Why are you still laughing like a clown If you wanna talk to me say your fucking name Why are you still laughing like a clown Your face is starting to distort Crawling through the dark heading to my home There was no one in front of me Only one thing I knew about Someday you'll destroy me I'm going to stab a knife on my "right heart" The sky is crying again Not planed like this (What do you want?) You can take it out (What do you want?) I don't need money, status or fame so give "myself" back When ever I fall a sleep someone comes next to me He just stays there with mouth closed One day he said Go to fucking hell UF I'm going crazy I'm not myself anymore Everybody is staring at me Watch my heart falls apart I will detest all of you from hell My story is shit Crawling through the dark heading to my home There was no one in front of me Only one thing I knew about Someday you'll destroy me My sickness will never heal Someone said yourself will be the savior Who the fuck are you What am I running from? No matter how much I run away, I can't get far away Keeps chasing me with the same distance There is no wall in the dark BLEGH PARAMNESIA Why are you still laughing like a clown If you wanna talk to me say your fucking name Why are you still laughing like a clown Your face is starting to distort Crawling through the dark heading to my home There was no one in front of me Only one thing I knew about Crawling through the dark heading to my home There was no one in front of me Only one thing I knew about Someday you'll destroy me What else do you want from me? WAKE ME UP Free from the nightmare Destroy I will be destroyer I will take you with me