Interdimensional

Lately I've been sober but can't sober up

Lately I'm a joke but I don't joke enough

All these chemicals I put into my blood

I hope that they would help but they just fuck me up

Each day is getting harder so I toughen up

This image is an essence of what I become

It's like I'm losing feelings or becoming numb

The world is so exotic so I venture off

It's interdimensional

I'll never forget all the things that I said to you

When I was driving

Late night and

I was just thinking out loud to you

Talking reasons

Talking being

Someone who's taking this lateral

I'm speaking this literal

I wanna move different directions like physical

There wasn't anyone round me comparable

I took a chance with the world that's in general

All of the work that I do isn't clerical

Making it out of this town was a miracle

I just imagined

Everything coming together like patterns

Does it matter

That fragments revolve around me like I'm Saturn

Overstimulating

This life that I'm living get too crazy

Always on the socials smiling

But if I was crying I bet you'd still hate me

See there ain't a place where you'd find me

And see the value that is inside me

The wheels falling of of this whip while I'm driving

Only ride or dies are still beside me

Lately I've been sober but can't sober up

Lately I'm a joke but I don't joke enough

All these chemicals I put into my blood

I hope that they would help but they just fuck me up

Each day is getting harder so I toughen up

This image is an essence of what I become

It's like I'm losing feelings or becoming numb

The world is so exotic so I venture off

When anxiety's active

I'm insecure I don't feel too attractive

But what I'm attracting

It's all of the people who lost an attachment

Mostly damaged

Or coming from nothing and work up to manage

I try to stand in

And help all the people who over expanded

It's super or naturally reoccurring

My visions are real but consistently blurring

I'm tryna to get it all out without slurring

There's a pain in my chest it's endlessly burning

There were some things that I did were regrettable

But the force I was feeling was temporal

All the decisions I made

They cannot be changed

That's why I'm hysterical

It's disassociation that I'm not trying not to enable

I wish that it was fable the way I'm emotionally unstable

The structure that I had it made me think that I was able

To keep this ship afloat without needing some appraisal