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Saeel Rasheed
Songwriter:in
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I don't know what you expected
When I came into your life
Is it finally your time
To receive
All the love
All the things that you long for
But that's what I expected
When you came into mine
I don't know what you expected
When we started talking
Late nights we're lost in
Conversations
Full of affirmations
But that's what I expected
When you came into mine
But that's the thing
It's my fault for believing that you're what it seems
It's my fault for trusting your words
Trusting your presence
Trust everything about you
'Cause you made me feel seen
But that's the thing
It's my fault for falling for you
Just when I've fallen for you
You show me how love can be cruel
And I know love can be cruel
But I thought you're different
I thought you're more than just your pretty face
I thought you was different
You made me feel
When life feels so numb
Baby, you made me feel
I kept this shit locked
For a long time
The last time I tried
It ended with lies
It ended with me looking up asking God why
It ended
No matter how hard I've tried
Maybe it's true
History does repeat itself until you make moves
History does repeat itself until it finds you
When my head got to me, I still gave you peace
When I was drowning, I made sure you could breathe
This not even a Titanic shit
I won't even mention the things about your boy bestfriend
There goes my ego
This shit is weak though
My heart is cold as shit
It's wanting to-
Wanting to be evil
Shit got me second guessing everything, damn
Shawty said she'll take care of my fears
I said 'damn'
Shawty said we'll find each other soon
I said 'damn'
Shawty said she sees me
But who does she really see? (damn)
I don't know what I tried to see
I don't what it is with me
Did I take what I perceived
Is it maybe 'cause you're special and worth the anxiety? (No, no)
But moreover, I hate to see
I hate to see you just walk out the door and take your leave
Don't want to see myself again like this
When somebody made you feel
Love is worth trying again
And then replace you in the end
Just like this
'Cause that's how it seems to me
That's how it seems, baby
And maybe I still care
'Cause sometimes I wish we never really did end
I ain't asked for too much
I just wanted to be held
I just wanted you to see me not for all the things I do
But for who I really am
But maybe it's what the universe was trying to tell
Maybe we met each other just to feel
What love's supposed to be until somebody needs to heal
And I'm not even mad at all, baby
'Cause if I am I prolly shit talked through this whole song
'Cause at some point maybe you needed what I gave, baby
Thought you're always right
But why'd you do me so damn wrong?
And I came to realize that hate is overrated
I'm trying to be better for myself
But everytime I think about it I just hate it
I hate that I let myself go like that
I hate that I let myself go through all of that
And if you struggle to admit then
Imma do it for you
You never cared about no feelings
You only cared about—
Written by: Saeel Rasheed