In This Way

I couldn't separate from her. I couldn't refrain

Kept lying to myself, but yh, it was always the same

My heart always be freezing everytime I hear your name

The damage and the pain and its me and only me to blame

Searching for the part I messed up searching till this very day

Thought we never leave each other never knew it was a game

If it was, you really didn't have to leave me in this way

I couldn't separate from her. I couldn't refrain

Kept lying to myself, but yh, it was always the same

My heart always be freezing everytime I hear your name

The damage and the pain and its me and only me to blame

Searching for the part I messed up searching till this very day

Thought we never leave each other never knew it was a game

If it was, you really didn't have to leave me in this way

Dated me just for the fame

Everyday you called me bae

I suspected things were changing

You were just out of my lane

But I thought it was okay

I mean, we weren't perfect

Should've known it wasn't fate

I should've left that second

But it was a dead end

You carved the scars in my face

If I leave this second

I'll leave the place in disgrace

How you make that air bend

I couldn't cope with your pace

If I take the red shirt

You wouldn't cope with my rage

Everyday we always found a way to play

Now we always argue there's always a case

With no reason really I can't find the base

For the 100th time let's cut it to the chase

My heart just like a vase

But you killed it many ways

Now the water in my veins

Is the lessons that you gave

Now I put my heart away

And I'm telling you this straight

Cause you couldn't intervain

Guess we're breaking up again

Don't you even feel ashamed

We just argue night and day

Krills but no love was attained

How'd you even get this stains

All you make me see is pain

Pain and pain and pain again

I think I should get designer to tattoo it on my face

Know you're gonna dig that boy back in LA

Feel so sorry for the pain that he awaits

If he ain't careful you gonna send him to his grave

Can't believe I wrote this song just in your name

Not to mention if we ever meet again

Look away cause you ain't getting any Wave

Filled me with your toxins I'm looking like bane

Never wished I talked about this any day cause

I couldn't separate from her. I couldn't refrain

Kept lying to myself, but yh, it was always the same

My heart always be freezing everytime I hear your name

The damage and the pain and its me and only me to blame

Searching for the part I messed up searching till this very day

Thought we never leave each other never knew it was a game

If it was, you really didn't have to leave me in this way