That time it was worse than before, (Worse than before)
Not long till he took off his clothes, (Take off your clothes)
This time I've gotta be close
So he can't hurt me any more
FIRST TIME IT STARTED LIKE HELL!
So scared couldn't find a way out, (Find a way out now)
Dark room got scared of one touch
And that touch became many more
Why? Didn't I just run for it
Why? Did I have to just fake it
Why? Was I laying there butt naked
Why? Did it happen in the first place
Why? Was I left alone all of the time
Why? Did I have to just give him all mine
Why? Did it happen in my bed on that night
Why? Did you want me in the first place
I can't seem to find a way out, (Find a way out)
Of my head it's getting tied up
With thought of SA and drugs
And that ain't it, there is many more
Cause when I was a little boy just running all around, feeling like I have to run from a specific sound, hearing your breathing right on my neck it really freaks me out
