If I Have to Change

I always said I would never

Give myself up

Just to be somebody’s little lover

I’ve got too much

All the pride that my mother

Passed on to me

Keeps me free

Like it or not baby

I don’t stand for the fuckery

That’s just one thing Amy taught me

I’ll stand on my own two feet

And tell you what’s on my mind

Cause if I can’t be with you

Without losing me

Baby it’s a lost cause

And maybe I don’t want..

You back

If I have to change

You snap your fingers like that

And it makes me enraged

All of this back and forth

Couldn’t be further from the same page

Do you even know me at all?

I’ve already thrown out

All my cigarettes for you

Changed my dress

Cause you told me you didn’t like that shade of blue

All my friends

Haven’t seen me in weeks

Cause you said they were fools

How cruel

I’m thinkin I don’t want..

You back

If I have to change

You snap your fingers like that

And it makes me enraged

All of this back and forth

Couldn’t be further from the same page

Do you even know me at all?

I sit and wonder

How could I have ever

Gotten lost along the way

All of this time

I’ve been blind

To you

And your selfish ways

You make me go

La da de da da de da

La de da de da

La da de da da de da…

All of this back and forth baby

Couldn’t be further from the same page

Do you even know me?

And I…….

Wish I never met you

At all