MY-cah's EYES

The Highzers

718 miles away yeah

I'm feeling lonely today

Wait

Maybe I should call my fam and give 'em an update

Of how my week's been how I'm adjusting

Then again it's 11 PM it's probably too late

Pops got work in the morning

And my moms got to be busy supporting

My brother and sister who need all the portions of love right now

I'm on my own a whole 'nother town a whole 'nother state

I been eating larger portions recently I got a lot on my plate

Blink once blink twice

All of sudden I'm skating on thin ice

Leaving my diamond dogs y'all the best I could ask for in this life

I swear I swear I swear I swear

I swear I swear I swear I swear

Life feel like a roller coaster but it ain't really fair

They say my brother got a disability

Screw that cause he got this ability

Like a super hero without a mask

He can overcome basically anything

And I never said this to you little sis

But you motivate me to be the best version of my self like an iOS update

I'm just telling you this

You the one that I miss

I never mention it

I try to be the best role model I can be for just your benefit

Am I selling it?

You know? That I'm OK on the outside

But on the inside I'm caving in

I'm never on time am I late again?

My heart been feeling Cryo

No therapy don't want to die no

My life been feeling like survival

But I'm gonna get through it yeah I know yeah I know

Yeah I know yeah I know

Yeah I know

And here I am

718 miles away yeah (718 miles away)

I'm feeling lonely today

Wait (wait)

Maybe I should call my fam and give 'em an update

Of how my weeks been how I'm adjusting

Then again its 11 PM it's probably too late

It's probably too late

It's never too late

I claim to be the man behind the mask

But y'all the real Spider-Mans Y'all the real fighters man

Brother my sister my cousin man

If y'all were absent I would've been nothing man

Fam out in New Mexico but we never breaking bad cause we got that chemistry

Grandparents got Jesus tendencies

Cause they both be breaking all of that bread with me never in debt with me

So what do I have to do just to repay them all back?

I take a step back

All they be asking me is don't take it casually get to that dream of yours fast

Don't wanna be last

My life been feeling like a documentary the way that I try to stick to the facts

Nibo my brother but I can not relate right now because I don't have time to relax

Remember the times that the teacher would stop what she doing to pull me in front of the class?

Just to embarrass me trying to be scary one time she leaned over to me and she asked

"Micah, do you really think that you'll be anything if you just keep on acting like that?"

If im being honest I don't really know but we'll never find out if I stop in my tracks

I got to keep going I got to moving

I'm fighting emotions collecting my bruises

You can not be begging if you also choosing

That's like if im winning then I'm really losing

Sometimes that's the case and I can't really lie

You got to cut weight off if you want to fly

And you'll never find out if you can 'til you try

You got to put all the emotions aside

Uh take it from me I'm the who can speak for myself man I done been all over the place

But I'm not playing hide and seek although I am counting until I can look right in your face

And tell you the things that my eyes have to see on a basis that's everyday

And all I can say is I hope you put both of your hands close together so together that we can pray

And I'm not really that religious and all

But all of my actions malicious or not

Are all gonna come from the depths of my heart

So please don't judge me if my judgment is off

Cause I'm really trying my best here

And I hope for the best year

Cause my mind knows that I need it

I dont see myself being defeated

Or ever retreating or ever receiving

My fear of depleting my drive from the sunrise to the evening

It's never receding so quit all the pleading

On all of my feeding y'all need to quit feigning

Y'all need to accept it

Gravity don't exist to me I just simply reject it

So I'm never falling off using the last of my data so y'all get the message