wonderland <3

When I wake

My head isn't in my skin

My body aches

Try to escape

I live in my dreams

Everything is nothing

And nothing's as it seems

If I had a world all of my own you see

See

Fallin through a TV screen

Gravity is losing me

I don't know what all it means

So I just

Wonder what it takes to wander

Cinnamon and summer

Swimming through the sand

Cover canopies in color

Tweedle dee and dumber

In my wonderland

I'm a little teacup, watch me shatter

All the little things you thought they mattered

Infiltrating in my system I internalize the patterns

They feel like home

Fallin through a TV screen

Gravity is losing me

I don't know what all it means

So I just

Wonder what it takes to wander

Cinnamon and summer

Swimming through the sand

Cover canopies in color

Tweedle dee and dumber

In my wonderland

Color

I can see

I can see in color

It's so crazy cause when I think about it

I'm already doing so many of the things that

5 year old me dreamed about

So I just wanna keep making her proud

Go in the mountains and swim in the ocean

Sing songs and go on hikes

Remember how much I love being alive

And I wanna be around the people I love

This is coming back to me when I was 4 or 5

Like that's the most important thing we could be

Anyone could be

That's who we really are

So I'm just

I just always wanna get back to her