Where It All Started

I shoulda known better Didn't want anyone to see How hard it really was for me Oh I shoulda known better I was waiting for the day The doubts would all just go away But they never did Messed me up hard and I tried and I tried And I never wanted too much I only asked that you don't do again What all of them did They fucked with my mind With their lies deep inside I thought it was different this time But I was just blind And you were a lie Time didn't get any slower I thought I'd make the most of it But I just ended up losing it And I felt a lot like I was drowning Where there was no escaping And when I thought I heard them coming They never did Messed me apart and I tried and I tried And I never wanted too much I only asked that you don't do again What all of them did They fucked with my mind with their lies deep inside I thought it was different this time But I was just blind And you were a lie